Every lie that leaves your lips,
Comes with 150 calories a least,
If I didn’t know how to talk to God myself,
Every day,
I’d walk into a church,
And push all my sorrows onto the priest.
One who’ll never care as much as you told me you did,
At first,
Nothing you said made me question it.
Does he love me?
Does he love me not?
I heard you’ve got a new one now,
I’ve moved on too,
But that doesn’t mean I still won’t stir the pot,
Just a bit though,
You ain’t shit,
And I hope she knows.
Soon enough she will,
A Cheetah can wear a jaguar’s fur,
But underneath,
Its spots still exist.
Everything I am,
Well was,
Well wanted to be,
Was you.
Every lie I’ve told,
Was on account of you.
He didn’t mean it,
Maybe he was just tired,
Or perhaps, he just forgot,
No mom,
He’s not a liar.
No cousin,
He apologized,
Girl,
You’re such a fucking idiot,
All he does is feed you lie after lie.
Sin after sin,
You’ve always roped me in.
A four letter word,
The promise hidden in your grin.
It’s life is it not?
I always have to ask,
Learning to love those who don’t requite it?
Smiling in the face of your friends,
But behind closed doors,
You suffer in hell while silent.
Within my mind is a roaring riot.
I’ve called three times,
You keep declining,
Where are you,
And with who?
What time will you be back?
Our warm bed misses you.
My body aches for you,
And though I don’t prefer to,
I reach for a piece of chocolate,
Whenever I taste the bitter in you.
These black sweatpants,
are all I can fit right now,
And it’s only because of you.
Though it’s hard to place full blame,
Because my soul still favors you,
Why?
I have no idea,
Not a fucking clue.
Engagement